Before going to bed, sit on the bed with folded hands and remember your Guru and just say 'Forgive me, Lead me, guide me, lift me up and prepare and repair me tonight so that I will lead a life of ability and nobility tomorrow. So, be 100% honest, humble and dedicated and feel for all your mistakes and thank God for all your virtues.
Develop premakalaha with God and wait for His words and definitely go to bed with the words, 'Sharana, Kanda, Daasa, Aartha etc. When you practice this at least 10 days you will be enlightened continuously by His special grace.
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